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janiedoe
If you don't stand for something you will fall for anything
 
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e.e. cummings - I carry your heart with me
i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
                                    i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)

 

 
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I'm It !

Things you may not have known about me. . . I have been tagged by  MissHap

 

A) Four jobs I have had in my life:

1. Candy Striper at a Hospital
2. Burger King
3. Receptionist at IPCO Optical
4. Newspaper salesperson
 
B) Four movies I would watch over and over:  

1. The Bodyguard
2. The Sound of Music
3.  Ferris Buehler's Day Off

4.  A Walk in the Clouds

 
C) Four places I have lived:
1. Chicago 
2. Melrose Park

3. Elmwood Park

4. The Burbs

 

D) Four TV shows I love to watch:

1. ER

2. Flavor Flav Season 2

3. The House of Carters

4. MTV

 

 Four places I have been on vacation:

1. Orlando, FL

2. New York, New York
3. Graceland

4. My bedroom
  
F) Web sites I visit daily:
1. Google
2. Bank One
3. Rosie.COM

4. Mindsay

 

G) Four of my favorite foods:

1.Pasta

2. Potato Chips 

3. Cheese

4. Guacamole

 

H) Four places I would rather be right now:

1. On the Beach

2.  With my Kids

3.  at the bank cashing my billion dollar check

4. sleeping

  

 
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Crash
So Wednesday my laptop crashed.  There was no sound.  Just a message that said "a disk read error has occurred".  My tech guy did all he could.  He called me and told me I lost everything.  At first I was like, well okay, no big deal.  Then an hour later I called him in a complete PANIC.  He said , "well, I wondered why you took it so well, I have had people actually cry over this".  Today at work I spent 5 hours trying to reconstruct my new laptop.  No e-mails, no links, no documents, no procedures, no back up of anything.  In my work life this is going to cause me great pains.  My biggest concern ?  ITUNES !!!!  I spent all night tonight trying to figure out how to get my music from my IPOD on to my laptop.  I am lost.  What a nightmare.  I didn't do back ups.  Of anything.  Oh, a hard drive crash will never happen to ME.    There was no warning.  No indication.  Just GONE.    I am bitter.  Why did IBM do this to me ?  I spent all day bitching about it and I am still bitter.  I feel so betrayed.  And what about my MUSIC ?  AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....
No thoughts - opinons
 
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Ask Me
  Some time when the river is ice ask me
mistakes I have made. Ask me whether
what I have done is my life. Others
have come in their slow way into
my thought, and some have tried to help
or to hurt: ask me what difference
their strongest love or hate has made.

I will listen to what you say.
You and I can turn and look
at the silent river and wait. We know
the current is there, hidden; and there
are comings and goings from miles away
that hold the stillness exactly before us.
What the river says, that is what I say.
No thoughts - opinons
 
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Tick Tock of the Clock

The days tick by.  I keep stopping myself and try to hold the moments.  I want to live the moments as they are happening.  I don't want to wish them away but it's hard.  Time passes by too quickly.  I want it to slow down and let me catch up.  There is so much I want to do.  There are so many people I want to reach out to.  I want to think.  I want to ponder.  I want a moment.  And yet they keep ticking.   And as they do I beat myself up for what I could have done, what I could have said, instead of just enjoying, I am disappointing.

 
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